So far, i been thinking about what i want to do for the year 2005 and i can't or imagine how my year will be like . even i have plan what i want to do in this year. Now my first task for the year is to find the right uni and executing the decision . .... My dad just drop a major bomb on me ... he says that he wan to buy a house.... and he wants me to be the second owner. how can i manage it? now that i have made plans but i noe that buying a house will somehow decrease the burden that my family is experiencing rite now.


the start of 2005 have been a scary start. Asia has been hit with the Tsunami. Close to 100,000 thousand ppl were found dead along coastline across asia... From phuket to Africa. every nite , i watch the news showing dead bodies left unidentified and rotting .

I am grateful that i am in Singapore .... But we can never be too sure.. Tsunami can occur to any coast. so ultimatly i am still vulnerable in this small island.

I watched pleasantville.... suprisingly the movie has many lessons that ppl sometimes forget about the deep and trueself inside themselves and go tru life feeling trap by the normalities and common routine that we indulge ourselves just becoz we are expected to do it coz we were thot that life must be like this ..... I am learning that i can never plan 2005 coz i won't noe for sure that it will happen .... I can plan but only God determines my future. change is good and i must welcome my dreams and goal but having full confidence of my decision

Peace