don't be like me

i have learnt my lesson.... i have become what i was a year ago..... sad, lonely and overweight. sick rite to see yr self esteem. go down the drain. I hate my self for not moving my large butt and doing something about it ... hey but i am doing something EATING and INDULGING all the nice food in life..... Zai wan to change but can God omit the food in my life. This is not my pms acting... this are my angry tots pouring. damn it. don't want to sound ungrateful to God for all the good in my life but.... Y must i be bestow with this body? WhyWHyWHy? and men suck also ...always playing with yr feelings. sounds like i hate my life but i dont.. i just hav issues with some parts of my life..... Haha... i think i need a change in my perception in life... U want to make yr life work.....then MAKE IT WORK !