Friday, June 17, 2005

butterflies in tummy

tomolo is the big day that we will be having our BBQ. I buying the satay and otah2 that a 1st for our event. Usually it will be yr average hoggies and chickies plus crabbies. But now abit going to upscale.i do not wan to be overly excited as i noe that it will not work out the way that i might wan it to go. (IT always is, rite?)
Ordered the otah, going to get the satay, getting the tent ready and my making sure my mom do not over spend on the food. I have been thinking. should i defer my degree till dec? I am really tight on $$$ and my parents are still having problems with HDB. I mean we just can't afford the cash payment every month for the house. I cant sell it nor is my dad agreeable on using my CPF for the current house. The prob later will arise when i want to buy another house, my dad has to pay back the $$ that was used for the old hse. Aiyah... talking about my life sometimes is like an ongoing thing. But i am grateful that i am breathing and enjoying life. Allah has given the best thing in my life which is my family. try to listen Masjid Al-haram imam. ShaikhShuraim I been enjoying his recitation of the al-quran. so enjoy Salams and peace

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