Thursday, June 29, 2006

dlm byk byk

I was taking the mrt today and i sort of glanced at the glass reflection opposite of me. And i got the shock of my life. Aku gemok ye. Gemok segemok-gemoknye . Sad tau. Then suddenly i was consciously noticing there were several skinny ppl surrounding me in the MRT. Abih tu aku teringat awan aku Farah yg dah kurus sekarang. She always tells me. "Zai, its tuff in the beginning. It will be easier later on" . Then i recalled watching an Oprah show that i watched like 2 weeks ago about how to lose weight without the Pills and surgery. Just exercise and changing yr lifestyle. Simple for ppl to say Well Like Oprah says "IT IS A DECISION" "YOU GOT TO OWN THE NUMBER" tapi number aku mcm susah nak own the number. even now i have a trouble owning myage. I keep telling myself that i am 20 only not 26. HAHAHAHA

I cant avoid it anymore. The fact of the matter is it is effecting my life style (kira love life lah tu) and definitely my health. Taking a flight of stairscase, Aku dah semput. hmmmm....

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