penat

i had a great workout on Friday with rah. I felt muscle that I don't know existed in my body... HAHAHAHA. But it felt good....
I went to the gym today. Had a good full hour of cardio. Really trying my best to control the eating. Been trying on new different types of food such as wholemeal, corn, fruits. Tapi kalau my parents keep offering me nasi lemak and Prata with kuah curry campur mcm mane. I really tot that they would be supportive of me. Tapi mcm tak peduli pon....
Smlm lagi kelakar..... F and N nak gi kedai.... I tot was to buy something small like stationery. I was so shocked to find out that they bought sardin, telur.... eh mcm lah tak bole beli dgn aku... I did say that  I want to go the supermarket earlier and N would have informed F that I wan to buy things.... When I asked N, She said oh we just buy the roti and sardin now we can go to the supermarket to buy your things..... What senjak bila jadi my things??? Even it was my things.... when did any one care to ask me... Bunch of bullocks. SHITS... I was so angry that I dont feel like talking to anyone. Am I such a bad person. Entah lah... May be I should let it be.
So here i am penat from exercise and the emotional abuse from my "loving" sisters.