Dreaded - week 19

I am affected. My emotions seems to be running high. My tots are with work at times. Someone is leaving and i have to take over tt job and what do i get.. As usual.. SHIT left for me to sort out for my self. No ones bother ro teach me. I have to brave my self. My fear is actually writing. Writing a formal letter. Everything has to sound right or be right. My 2nd letter to reply and it is not easy to reply. It went all the way up. Give me the strenght.