my journal

yday i was reading my old journals. and then i was looking at one journal dated in 1999 to 2002. okay this was writen when i was about to enter poly and my daily struggles in entering school when i am 20 and going to classes with 16 and 17 year old kiddies fresh out from sec sch. harharhar ;P
i was reading it thru the whole nite and a portion of it were written about my loves in school and the workload of an average student in poly. every page had me writing how tired and workload that i had in school was overwhelming. and of coz. the lack of $$$ is constantly penned. i wrote" oh my god, i have only $7- in my account. $10 in my wallet and only my farecard left to last me for the whole month" or " Had only roti and ikan blis sambal for lunch" and how the heck i still look like this if i was starving seh in school.
in my journals, i also write about a guy whom i have deep feeling for. and surprisingly, i can't quite remember who he was. I don't indicate the name coz my sistas aren't really whom i trust with my love life. they will spread it like wild fire. It was not love but it was more like a crush then. but he has a soft spot in my heart. anyway reading thru i later realise who i was writing abt. jeng jeng jeng. he was the guy who sms me at the wedding
message in message blog entry
i leave u ppl at that :)
*going home