Wednesday, September 14, 2005

help me

i am a weak person.there were many moments in my life this week where i have been hard on myself. i also sometime tend to be harsh on other people. i will later regret it. apologisiing is sometimes hard to do, but i am trying to let my self learn to apologise when it is my fault. really i am human after all. but that do not give me the excuse to forget that Allah is watching all that is on this earth. HE noes.

my dad said the nicest thing. he wants to get me a laptop. my family financial situation ain't pretty but we compensate that with our love for one another. Insya Allah. He willing to take it out from his pay. i was deeply touched. but i told him that let me get at my own accord and effort. so start slow. next week my max online will be on. Alhamdulilah. maybe will not use hp instead. how abt use pager ? u all can email me lah. ok tak save sikit bill aku bulan2?

This week, class and wedding plus movie nite with cousins. i waiting for movie nite.... Bring lots of DVD eh. i bring the popcorn eh? hehe

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

zai,hmmm u byk bersabar ok..jus remind urslf dat klau kita susah...ade org lagi susah..cheer up ok..mungkin blum rezeki kita..tapi bila kita susah itu ade lah krane Allah syg kita and slalu ingin menduga kita...
is there any loan that u can take up for the laptop...like leha punya is a loan from school..after a yr of graduation baru dia bayar...either by instalmt or full-amt..u check it out la..