| Stress + hope = new beginnings |

My exams are in 2 weeks time and i can't seem to open my books and try to make an effort to study. insya Allah I will make try to commit tonite. The past week, work was very hectic. We have a new system in place and everyone in the office is running around like a headless chicken. Some of them are finding it difficult to adapt to the change. I am like doing alot of things in the office. I try to assist and it gets frustrating if everyone is not receptive and not able to accept the new system. malas aku nak talk about wrk.

Situation at home is ok.. All of us are waiting and anticipating the moment when it will happen. This will affect all of us in the house including the cats. I am hopeful and believe that i pull through. We all can pull through. Kiter kena sabar and tink + ve.

O Allah!

Nothing is easy except what You have made easy.

If You wish, You can make the difficult easy.

I only hope that the change will be a better future for us. I am praying for it.

Lets talk about next month. Next month duit rakyat masuk... Cukup tak duit yg kiter nak terima? $200 untuk 6 bulan. That comes up to $1.11 per day. but alhamdulilah. Syukur. I am wiling to accept any form of x-tra monies. That will help ease my family household spendin. After June.... I am free like a bird... Tak sabar untuk mulakan rancangan saya. I intend to see more theater, plays, concerts and movies as i have been deprived from it since I took up part time studying . it is not easy. I tell u. Byk planning and sacrifices yg perlu saya buat. But the korban that i have made is worth it . Untuk kebaikan keluarga.. For me.. family comes 1st.

Insya allah. new journeys will be realised soon. Saya akan doa yg terbaik buat sahabat saya. sentiasa dlm ingatan.