i am making a decision that will break my heart into a million pieces. I cant seem to let it go. I am feeling down and have been de centred from whatever is happening in my life. I had to make a tough choice. I don't want to but i have to. I hate the idea of not seeing them everyday and wondering what they are doing. I am trying to find owners for my 4 kittens.I cant leave them. I cried myself to sleep when i made that decision that nite. That day will come and I am dreadin it.
I get mad thinking about what he said to me that morning. My life is all about my family. I am nothing without my family. Y cant he see that? Why he always use the term 'org berilmu yg berlajar tinggi'? That ticks me off. I study for the betterment of the family. I sometimes i feel that i have to be separate from the family and try to live independently
i am gonna make it with work, rumah and my exams. This is a test. Saya harus bersabar dan ingat pada Allah sentiasa. I wont be deter by this. Nothing in this world is impossible as long as Allah Wills it. Insya Allah. I am praying that everyone will stick together.
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