fragile

Every morning i buy teh tarik from this shop.... the abang that prepares it makes the nicest teh tarik... not too sweet and not to tawar. just nice. but everytime the kakak makes it... babe..... sorry but u need to go to teh tarik school. (if they have any). tak sedap lah. argh

when someone passes on in life, there are moments that i wish i can change the past and set it rite with that person that has gone. Alas, time is up for that some one. someone i noe died 2 days ago and i felt the effect the worst when i went to a wake service. My 1st time being there and seeing another religion practice was an eye opener for me and very much grateful that i am a muslim. Alhamdulilah.
so life is important and should not be wasted. so i now want to change and take baby steps in my life.

Esp my health.so big alread' . my whole family is on a no rice campaign. and it is my 2nd day. maybe ican get a move on with the exercise. so leah jadi go to the all female gym at paya lebar or u got any idea how we can do this? we need a plan

next my love life which is almost dormant and soon will be stuck there if i dont do anything. i am an old fashion gal and i really like being ask "what do u think about this and what wil u say if i" . that kind of questions. Susah when a guy is scared to do anything even ask,so i have made and put out a list of my ideal man, so ladies pls.... LOOK OUT for me please.

jejaka idaman ku.... this is so paiseh but. whatdaheck.

eyes: i like them beautiful mcm mata si CSI Warrick tu....
Height: i like tall guys but not too tal maybe about 1.72 ok
facial hair: ada itu goatee banyak sexy ( hahaha killing myself when typing tis)
hair: itu messy wavy hair i like... don't like gel and hair spray.... pls eh
personality : i like them to be honest, understanding. Insya Allah. forgiving and importantly can have a conversation with me. coz i talk as much as i type.
Must love to travel and see new things.

Did i tell u that i plan to have 6 kids as well. and i got their names ready. so everthing is in order except for the man. white, black or oreo skin. i am fine. in terms of appearance, i will not lie and say that i don't enjoy looking at good looking men which i rather enjoy. thankk u very much (Fwahfwahfwah). but goods looks are secondary for me when it comes to love. the hati lagi penting buat diriku. and plus i got the "SONG" ready. that what couples do rite? they have a SONG kan ? Mine will be Buble song, "Put yr head on my shoulder" very nice.

loving someone and marriage is an important part of life and loving someone for better or for worst for the sake of Allah is very enlivening to me. So all is out zai has certified that she wans to get married. Sama2 kiter doa utk satu sama lain ye. if cannot get. i have to stick to Anuar zain lah