Monday, December 19, 2005

update..sayang

saya banyak happy. My room has been redecorated and rearranged by my sister... so happy.... mcm facelift..so delighted. prob the most nicest thing anyone has done to me. i got a desk. can put my newlaptop,bila nak beli laptop? laptop, laptop laptop? books. byk happy. thanks made my day. BUT
sat was suppose to meet with leah but somehow.... i felt like the dark clouds are over me. feeling all moody and worthless. entah maybe there are things that are bothering me. I did not even try to do any of my essay assignment.hmmm...maybe it is this ===> biler aku nak kurus? dah lama aku tak makan nasi.about close to 3 weeks tau. i think less rice... i am adding replacing more food WAAAAAAAAAA. so depressed already. I dont think i have much control and will to do it. i been trying to escape my shape all my life. i am seriously tired. WAAAAAAAAAA.

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