library day

today i took half day off work and where am i right now. In the library , doing some research for my essay part 2. I really hate reading at the lib. It is so silent here that if u drop a pin prob u can here it. and for crying out loud at least have lunch or something. tummy growling in a quiet place aint very nice to hear. so after this prob i find some research materials and later will meet up with the cousins for dinner. Fil blog's tell me that the dinner is for my very belated bday dinner. dah satu bulan lebih... tak apa..

sungguh cepat tahun ini berlalu. did i do what i set out to do in 2005? i remember that leah and i had a conversation before both of us felt that 2004 was tuff coz pasal work and being a freshie in the workmarket and we had a gut feeling that 2005 would be better. well in 2005 byk things happening that i am proud to accomplish even though i am not married yet. and yes 2006 plans are still the same... To lose weigh and get rid of oil subs on my face.2006, i am ready, ready to downsize. ready to be shock and push. in 2005, i also never had a teary moment somehow it fallen apart for me in the last days of 2005. I am still hurt and angry but I must be brave and move on. kiter yg merancang dan Allah yg menentukan. mcm my plan to get married with anuar...eh no .. get married at 23 .. tapi now dah 25..... Never mind that is old story. now concentrate on 3 things,

• myself
• my family
• my studies

see i am very simple princess. not much things that i pray for other then happines for me and my family. wish all of u good health and hopefully i can get rid of my unwanted baggage.

ps: Jane green is an excellent author.