Not ready to make nice

"Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting"

I am motivated to change my life.
Thanks to you
I have to lose excess baggage
This includes you
I must be able to stand up for myself
You have made me feel so low and worthless
I will reach my goals
I will never let you stop me
I have never been so pumped in my life
You are cruel
You have messed up my life one to many times.
My tears have dried up
I will. I must.